Having bad dreams for 2 days already. Everything seem so real. I'm afraid of losing everything now.Will I?

Been mugging for my EC common test. ZzZ.It's over now. Thinking about the mistakes I made in the paper, dumb is the only word that can describe me. I know how to do but I just mistook the FC as FM and there goes the diagram I draw  was wrong. Mad dumb can!Haven't been feeling too good too. Down with flu + cough + sore throat. Anyway 2 more papers to mug for before CNY. Totally not in the mood of studying . People having their holiday already, we still have to mug for Marketing + NSIM. Sigh.

Like without my ITOUCH, I don't know how am I gotta survive studying. Maybe I will doze off while studying.HAHAHA.

Then yesterday went to Malaysia with bro. Like a damn happening day man! Took bus at Jurong East to Bukit Indah. We were lucky to catch the bus on time. Then went off to the 2nd link custom then to the Malaysia custom. Days ago, saw from the newspaper white card was out of stock so white card wasn't needed when going Malaysia. So the smart us didn't write the white card and went to the custom. Then the officer suddenly asked us for white card. =.=" , Bo bian wrote on the spot. Then guess what?! We missed the bus. So we sat there and waited for the next bus. Like so damn stupid pls. Heng, the bus came after 20 mins. Then around 30 mins we reached Bukit Indah!

Had A&W for lunch. Mad love the Root beer float and the onion rings. :)

Nothing much over there. Bro was stupid enough to ask me to walk to Tesco which was not open yet. Heng, we didn't walked over.Cause I insisted on not going. =p HAHAHA. After that, we went to City Square. Like for the 1st time, we took a public transport  in other countries. Like mad cool or what. Hahaha. Somemore it was pouring heavily, the road in Malaysia was flooded with water.Grand scene.Hahaha. Took like 1 hour ride we reached City Square.

We totally eat like a pig. Lots of CNY samples, Shinlin Chicken, Kim gary Maggie mee, Wanton, Mango Milkshake, egg tart, J.Co Yogurt.Just bought some CNY goodies , fav. Lipton tea , Black forest chocettes. Ya, that's all. My extraordinary Friday.I'm craving for A&W Root beer float and onion rings....

Been pondering over the same issues again and again.What you reap is how you sow? I have alot of doubts in this sentence. Why people just put in tiny winy efforts they can do really well?What about me? It doesn't apply on me at all.Time and time again, I got disappointed over all these.I hate it when I work hard and the result doesn't shown. Maybe that shows that I'm stupid. Yes,I'm.

Sometimes I ask myself," Worth it to do so much when it doesn't paid off?"  Or is it the effort I put in is just way too little?I don't know either. I just find the world so unfair. Maybe the things I see is just from the surface and not deep inside...

What I reap isn't what I sow...

I haven't been blogging.Nothing much to update actually. My life is just involving with projects, quizes, labtests, class tests. All these shits make me real emo. This week wasn't a good week for me at all. I got super upset ,bad headache. All kinds of bad stuffs falls on me. VERY EMO.

Apart from all these shits, I went shopping with gfs yesterday. Went to shop for our new year clothings.We got our loots and we're happy. I haven't finish getting my stuffs. Upcoming shopping trips again ok girls?! Kim!Text us for dinner or  shopping trips ok? : )

My mad chio organiser I got from XMAS exchange with gfs. I bought inital iron on to stick on the organiser.I know it's not my style at all.Too girly. But I like. : )

Celebrated with Na's 19th birthday on 31st instead. Before meeting her, Qi, Cai Ling and me went over to Kim's house to get the card done.The previous day we had already done one. But the outcome of the card was really chui till max. Worst card ever. Freaking gross. It's a pity that I didn't snap it. Haha. So we went to Kim's house again on 31st to get another card done. This time round better. Looks more decent.Hahaha.


Kim's love love boxer.Hahahhaa
 
White teeth. :D

Like years ago, we took our informal shot of class photo like that. We did that again.Hahaha. 

After that, we went to Plaza Sing and got Na's cake. Then we seperate into 2 groups again. Me, Cai Ling and Yee Qian went to Fish& Co @ Glass House first.

Initial plan was to sabo her and make her stand the chair and the Fish & crew will shout a cheer and sing her a birthday song. But all the crews were busy that day. So like only we sang her birthday song with her taking the sparkles. Like so boring! Somemore they were super slow in serving our dishes. Waited for like half an hour for out food. Kind of disappointed with the service.

 
 
Act only.Hahaha

Sang Na's birthday song and had the cake cut. The mango cake we bought was nice. I like it. Hahaha.

We left the place and went over to Cathay's Ben & Jerry to kill time.Hahaha. We gave her the birthday card and her awesome present which make her shocked and happy about. Hahaha.

5 ang baos to let her choose.

She was super shocked when she open the ang bao.She kept asking us " You all giving me money ar?" Hahaha. 


Happy girl with the money she got. Hahaha.

 
Still so happy. Hahaha.

Caught Alvin and Chipmunk 2. All of us haven't watched it except for the birthday girl. She still thought that we lied to her about the movie. Too bad, we can't change it cause we have already booked the tickets.Hahaha. We really didn't know she watched the movie before. It's ok. Since her ticket was paid by us too. Hahaha.
 
Take pictures before the movie starts.

After movie, it was like 11.30pm. We took bus home instead of MRT.Instead of squeezing in the crowd ,countdown with GFs at bus.The bus was empty too.Hahaha. How cool was that man. Hahaha. We walked home from JP. Hot home at 1 +. Woo~ That's how I spent my day. Simple and I like it!
1st picture of 2010 and it's with GFs! : )

2nd christmas celebration with foursome already!Last year we had it in KBOX while this year we had Crystal Jade steamboat buffet @Holland V. I was most looking forward to the free flow of xiao long bao. But, our aim was to order 10 "long". But we only ordered like 6 only. =( Awwww... But neverthless, all of us ate till we're going to explode and we had our present exchanged there as well.

 
The xiao long bao filling drops on my bag. I was like damn careless that day. Keep dropping food.

 
Fresh prawns! Damn nice! Hahaha.

1 order of fried buns and they only came 2. =.="

When I was munching the bun and asked if they wanna have the another bun, the next moment, the bun I was muching on dropped! =.="

Vege steamboat.Hahahhaa

Our dirty table.With lots of unfinished food.Hahaha
 
CZLS = foursome.

Our presents.Mine biggest.Hahaha

I got Chelvi's one.

While Chelvi got mine.

Selene got liwei's

And Liwei got Selene's

After dinner, we took bus to Orchard and took pictures with the pretty Christmas lightings and play Tumblin Monkeys are Frolicks. The game was fun! : )Played till 10 plus and accompany Liwei and Chelvi to play catch dolls. Went to meet Kim after her work and home after that. Got home at 12am. : )
Trying to act like super models leh.Hahaha


Pretty Christmas tree

Very serious in the game.Hahaha

This year Christmas was a special one. Instead of the usual staying over at Kim's house , we booked a hotel room! I have been looking for cheap& classy hotel room. I managed to find it and gfs agreed too and I made a reservation at Intercontinental hotel like weeks beforehand.On 24th Dec, Cai Ling and me went to check in first while the rest came late.

Kim, Qi and Na came like 4 plus. We divided ourselves into 2 groups.One group went to get tibits while another have to go Marina Square to get the Pizza. So the sway Qi and Na went to Marina Square while Cai Ling, Kim and me went to Fairprice to get tibits and logcake.Hahaha.

Our room

Caught Cai Ling bully Kim. Haha.

Our slave for the day. Hahahhaa. =X

60 cents party hat. :)

Clear all the expensive drinks from the fridge and get ours in the fridge. Mineral water cost like $12. WTH!

We got like 9 pillows on the bed. Like shiok only.Hahaha.

While buying logcakes, we dump into Qi and Na and we went to get fries to ease our hunger. We're damn hungry and yet we can't eat because Yee Qianyet to reach. So we bought 3 packets of fries and finished everything within a short time. Hahaha. Like after sometime, Yee Qian came and we started makan-ing! : )

FOOODDDD. : )

After makan-ing,slack awhile and went to ILUMA. Intended to watch Alvin and Chipmunk 2, but seats left were sucky. So ended up we roamed around the arcade and went back to hotel room shortly.

This girl took my camera and cam whore.Hahaha.

Egg-alike agar agar done by Qi's Mum. Damn nice! : )

After coming back, we went to toilet and have our leg soak in the bathtub. Shiok! Imagine 6 of us squeezing together at the bathtub. So cosy.Hahaha.

Then we take turns to bath and wait for the arrival 12am. While waiting, watched BFB and Super Junior through Qian's ITOUCH.There's Ipod docking station in the room so we plugged Ipod and watched videos tru the TV and played music for the whole day. Shiok! Hahaha.
After bath, we started to play heart attack and get our present exchanged. And I gave them cookies and Qian gave all of us a box of chocos. I got my favourite choco! And Kim made apple coated with choco. Yummy! : )

We played poker till 3 or 4 plus. Everyone started to sleep already Only survival was me, Qian and Na. So we continue playing and Na sharing with us stories. She shared till she slept lor. So Qian and me went to played Snap,Monopoly and went to soak our legs again. Hahaa.Like 7 plus she went to sleep.
No one accompany me , I slept for 1 hour and woke up and went to bath and rest was awake after that.Had logcake + milo for breakfast and we checked out at 11 plus and home sweet home! : ) That's how I spent my XMAS! XD

Our messy room. Everywhere you see is pillow only.Hahaha

On a random Saturday, I went  to Meiji's warehouse sale with Qian and got $26 worth of junkfood.

Randomly draw on a instant bid during one of the  WDD's lesson and I used $1 to get this 4GB Hello Kitty thumbdrive! Mad cute right?! Not a avid fan of Hello Kitty like Kim, but this really make me feel that Hello Kitty is cute.Hahaha

6 bad things on a bad day

#1 My pencil spoils out of the sudden before I went to school.

#2 My index finger got clipped by the metal gate while I'm closing the door.

#3 I was out of the lift and I stepped on a pool of water, I tripped and nearly fall.

#4 The bus went off right in front of me.Knowing that if I don't take that bus, I will sure be late. I walked fast like a mad woman to the next bus stop.

#5 Seeing that the pathway was filled with a pool of water, I decided to walk on the grass. Guess what? The grass was filled with even more water. My legs were soak with water.

#6 DSA paper freak me out totally. I spent 5 mins figuring which question should I attempt. Ended up, I regretted doing that fucking question. I should have attempt the last question. I nearly can't finish my paper.

The day was bad enough. That fucking DSA paper make my day even worst. I'm not in a good mood. Thank god I went to get my fav. Bubble Tea and watched my favourite drama. Cheered me up by a little but I'm still so moody and full of regrets!